Words and Music by the one and only Genni Shades!

Note: I was on a bit of a Trent Reznor trip when I wrote this, don't think that the lyrics are realistically about me and that I'm emotionally unstable.

I am so numb, can't deal with the pain
It's so hard to believe the world would ever gain;
My very presence is a shame.
You can make me bleed; I won't feel a thing.

I've let the best of my days pass me by
I've said too much to you; have I said enough?
Nothing matters in the end; even you have left, my friend.
We all die anyways.

Everything I know has faded away
I've been scarred for so long, I can't feel the pain

BRIDGE:
You could have been it all
The difference between my life and death
You could have been my wonderwall

CHORUS:
I'll never be worth a f*** in this world
I want out
Consider this my final goodbye
Consider this my suicide poem

BRIDGE:
If I could start over
And start my life again
And fix what I've f***ed up
But there's no second chance

CHORUS:
So now I must end my suffering
And finally pull the trigger
Consider this my final goodbye
Consider this my suicide poem